It is about 7pm and I'm here in FV hospital. My sister is better than she was on Saturday, but she is still rather weak and can't take step herself. During 2 days in here, Ive realised so many things which I never know. My sister is always deep in pain, sometime I have seen in her eyes some tears. She really wants to cry because of the feeling of being painful, but she cant. She don't want everyone have to worry about her health.
Her baby _ little Tom is still weak too. It is so difficult for him to drink milk. In the first day, he breathed so weakly that the doctor have to take the Oxy Automachine to help him. Until now, I haven't seen his face because no one is allowed to meet him except his mom and dad.
I have thought about my mom so many times, and I know no thing can be compared with the love of mom. I remember when I was a little girl, I was always scared of being painful. Thus everytime I felt down, my mom always was the first one came to me and helped me to stand up. When I was sick, my mother is the only one stay up all the night long to take care of me. When I was bleeding, I cried, and she cried also.
Not until today, I know how painful she was when she born me, I know how much she love me. She raised me up, but she never thinks that one day I will bring money to pay for her love and attempt. He only hope is that I will be a good girl, always happy and never fall down.
The last thing is that she will always be the one beside me. When I'm lost, she will look for me. When I down, she will bring me up. When I go so far away, she will always be there to wait for me. She will be the one who always loves me.
If tomorrow will be my last day, the only thing I want to do right now is to run to my mother, and hug her tight, and tell her that I love her, forever and always.
P/S: This is the computer of FV hospital, so I have no picture here. Moreover, I really want to type this entry in Vietnamese to say exactly what I think, but with this so stupid computer, I cant.
Same here. I often find the way to describe my thoughts in English when I can't type it in VNese because Vietnamese without "dấu" looks so oddish.
Trả lờiXóaEverything will be okay *hug*
Woman can devote all their life to their beloveds, especially their children without thinking. You've known this already, I guess, "you never know how much your mom loves ya, how painful she bears until u're called mommy".
Trả lờiXóaI'm listening to Pray. Its lyric is echoing inside my head. Just "close my eyes, and pray..." for your sister, her babe.
Everything will be okay, as usual.